I came on here to complain about my "terrible" life... but then read a great blog post and it brought me back up to where I need to be! I do feel a little overwhelmed, but I have a better outlook on it... so thank you Miss Sunday Quotes! You have brightened this post quite a bit...
I think I applied to a million jobs in the past week... its a daunting task, to say the least. Not to mention, my computer is not exactly speedy or in good health! (Note to self: a new computer must be on the top of the list of things to purchase when you get a job) So with my computer giving me grief and it being just terribly unfun to apply for jobs... it has not been a very thrilling time in my life. I sure could use a win here, Universe... just sayin!!
Life is good though. It is. I'm very grateful for what I have. I am.
I just get so overwhelmed, so easily. I know its partly because I do have so much time on my hands; all I have is time to sit and think about what I want to change and what needs to be done and how I can't figure out how to get it to change. Also, how impatient I am, I think about this one a lot. I want to find *the* job... like NOW... I want R to come home.. like NOW... I want all my wishes and dreams to come true... ...you guessed it... like NOW! So it gets difficult to get anything done when I just have this all stirring around in my mind.
"this needs to change, but how? And when?" "that needs to change or my head is going to explode... but how can I mange it?! AHHH?!???!"
*deep breath* I need to create small goals... I get so stuck on the big picture... baby steps...
Sometimes I do have to stop and just breath; literally... I do a lot of deep breathing. I've also been going to a fair amount of yoga classes. After my accident I didn't feel comfortable (and I was so so so depressed) going to yoga, so I took some time off... now that I'm back at it, all I want to do is yoga. Its so refreshing. I even got up this morning for a 9am class! I know that doesnt seem early, but normally, although, I'm awake by 8am at the latest, I can't get going until like noon. Not today though! I really hope this is me turning a new leaf...
Positive thoughts.
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Bob Wiley: I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful... I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful... I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful...
