Had a bit of a set back yesterday, some what expected, somewhat not. Very disappointing. It's not that big of a deal, it's all good... and in time, it'll just get better; but it was just a big of reality hitting me right smack-dab in the face. I hate it when that happens!
I have been stuck in a bad place, negative place lately and I've been forgetting to live by my mantra. Everything you need is on its way... everything you need is on its way... everything you need is on its way...
Speaking of everything I need... I have job interview tomorrow (!!!) and I am going to do my very best to get into a mind set that is appropriate for it. How I feel today is INAPPROPRIATE! I need to be more positive and upbeat... they NEED me. And I do feel like they do. I will work very hard and be so grateful to be working again! haha I need distractions and working will provide that! I was also thinking of getting a second job again... but thats still very up in the air. I don't know if I want to work that many hours again. It really cut into my gym/yoga/running time; I was so tired or I was working, so I skipped it all too much! So maybe instead of a second job... I'll just make time to work out. haha That seems to make more sense. I mean, heck... I only have 6 more months until R gets home, meaning, I only have that much time to get into the best shape I can!
Earlier today I tried to cheer myself up with a little retail therapy... It didn't work. I felt dizzy being at the mall and just completely out of sorts. So I left, but before I did... I found the cutest top!
Meet my new favorite top:
So wish me luck tomorrow... I'd really enjoy it if this was the job!
xo
