I'm having a bit of a bad week or so, due to a few reasons. My neck/shoulder are all messed up because of my accident and I'm constantly in a lot of pain. I can't sleep very well and because of that it has affected my emotions greatly. I had a breakdown last night. It is so frustrating not being able to sleep... and its not that I can't sleep -- I can't lay down. No matter how I lay down it hurts so bad! I got real down on myself last night because of all the pain I'm in... I always seem to get myself into such stupid situations! I'm a grown woman now! I shouldn't be in the situations that I'm in! Argh!!
...but this morning I have a clearer mind and I realized... time flies when you're having FUN. Since R left I haven't had a whole lot of fun. And not in any way is that his fault, it is completely my own. So I need to start having more fun! The more fun I have the quicker time will go by. I have plenty of projects I've wanted to complete for years... and well, I have the time right now, so why not complete those! Not only do I have projects, but I have friends & things I enjoy doing. I just need to do them more often... once I get into a good routine of enjoying my life, again... I know the time will just wooooosh! fly by!
We're almost there... I can do this.
One good thing about not sleeping... I found these beauties! I splurged and bought them for myself, heck why not right? ;)
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